Thursday, May 10, 2012

对你的爱只能埋在心里。。。

I thought I will not meet someone whom i  love so much compare to Daven, but I was wrong after I was with you... 
You make me feel being love... 
You make me realised that I can trust some1 so much... 
You make me feel so secure... 
I can share everything with you...
I can talk a lot with you & keep quiet also feel that you will know me... 
We can quarrel but once we hug each other, we are able to put everything aside & care for each other again... 

How come I did not come to realise all these before we break off???

You have done a lot for me... 
You build the trust by letting me know where you are everytime...
You build the trust by sharing your past with me...
You respect me by asking or telling me before you agreed to your own activities... 
You bring me to see your family to show that you are serious... 
You compromise your MJ sessions so that you have more time with me...
You will bring me to anyway I want to go even thou you dont enjoy going... 

You have done lots of things that I take it for granted... 
You love me your way but yet I want to change you to love me the way I wanted... 

I love you so much that I have problem breathing whenever i think of you or the things that we have done together... 
I love you so much that everytime i heard 伴 this song,  I will cry... (If Life can restart, I will let you hold my hand again, even thou the result is the same... cos I felt the Love you have for me) 
I wanted to thanks you for making me realised that I can be love again and some1 will love me too... 

I Love you so much that I am willing to accept you being a smoker, but din expect you to ask for breakoff cos i ask you to cut down when u r with me... 

Sad to know that you are unsure about me & you prefer to let go when your feeling for me is not develop yet... 
So all the care/Love that I feel all along???
1 month had passed since we break off on the 13th April (Friday), I am still asking myself... 

Wish you & your family well...