Back to work after 1 month of MC

Back to work few days ago, after 1 month of MC & Hospitalisation Leave...
My butt still pain after the fall...

Have been looking forward to come back to work, but after coming back just feel that i am not welcome back...
cos during my absent, they can do what they want or dont do also nobody will scold them...
list & list of work was given to them once i came back...
Don seems to be bother with their own work...
keep on talking about their own stuff...
remind them to get it done before Mgmt look into it...
end up still got an email why so many things not done...
they are not the 1 writing all the explanatio that why they don bother to get their job done...
remind them about their work, they can answer back that the course just ended...
the whole monring just talk, if wan to do all the work already complete...
keeps on telling pple that she needs to work till midnight & work on weekend...
if you stop going to smoke every 2 hrs (15-30 mins) & stop talking for 1-1.5hrs in the morning, i can be sure that you can finish ur work on time...

Haizz...

If only Love is just a game
I will be happy even tho the game ends
If only Love wont hurt
I will be enjoying the game throughout
If only Love wont change
I will not be hurt
If only Love is so simple
I wont need to change at all
If only….
Love is just a game
If you play it well, the game will never end
Love wont hurt
If you are able to enjoy
Love will not change
If you treat everyday as brand new
Love is so simple
If you don’t demand anything from it
If only you don’t change at all…

Precious 181209 14:07

LIke a piece of Shit

I just want to resign from my job... Is my life i decide what to do... Y must everyone telling me what to do... how to handle my work, my staff, my colleague, my bosses, politic... Please i dont need to support any1 of you, so STOP telling me what to do... I just want to leave my job... i din ask for your opinion or support... Do you know what i have gone thru??? The kind of insult that i have to take to get to my level... Yes i just got promoted...so What!!! If saying that i'm lousy & I'M a LOSER than you are happy... I Admit... So STOP telling me what to do with Politic that is happening rite now... I need more mental support, if not you can visit me in IMH in time to come...

With all the stupid bitch around, Life suckz...

Work, Career or ...

Lost? confuse? upset? Mix feeling?

This week started with a scolding from my boss, 20+mins of scolding.... Well, do you think we care? hahahaha... we just 'bo song'...

Me already very busy with my work, now got to take care of my staff work, don even have the time to do my own backlog... Any1 of them notice anot??? I'm doing what they did not fulfill in the 1st place and not something that i was task to do... pls help me to push the temp staff to work lah since i manage to get 4 for them... Feeling lost, cos i help them, they dont appreciate, if i don help them, they will complaint that i'm not helping them.

They complaint they are tired after 1 week of working late... I am also very tired.... I have been working late daily & working many saturday for months...

Am i really that lousy as a senior? My team boycott me for lunch... what have i done wrong? Confuse....

The whole team give me attitude... If they choose not to work with me, they can always ask for transfer... they din realise that nobody is indispensible including me... If their attitude toward their work dont change nobody can help them...

Have the kind of urge to resign, cos my team is not cooperative & my boss scold me like a dog... almost cry out yesterday when he scolded me infront of my staff... He ask for report via SMS and i send him an email with the full detail but he din check his email, is it my fault...

Work is just not on my side... feeling lousy...

My life is just work & nothing else... so sad... & my work is not doing well which means i have nothing else to rely on, if my career is off... I feel very lousy...

What have i done right from the beginning till now, other den completed my degree...

....

Feeling very low today...

Did not start my day rite, with all the scolding from my boss... Controllable or uncontrollable... Start to double my own ability, am i suitable for the job???

Failure is the part & puzzle of life... is through failure we learn & grow (the TV is showing now)

Feeling better now...

"Feelingless"

today they announce our promotion...
Ok, looking at my title you will know that i miss it again...
Was told few yrs that back that if i do good i still need to have my degree... Got my degree & was performing well last year, but due to what happen last 2 months i was remove from the promotion??? if that is the case, it is not fair as last 2 months is not the appraisal period...
the best part is my boss tells everyone that i will be promoted... NOW what... got to answer all the curious people...
F**K lah, if cant confirm don go round & tell people, even outsider also knows about it... like i cant work, so management don want to promote me like tat...

Finally

After 1 year & 4 months i decided to rebond my hair, was having perm hair for the past 1 yr, kind of miss it after i rebond my hair, should have take a pix of my perm hair before i rebond...

After rebonding, realise that my hair is very long, wanted to cut it short initially, but doubtful of how it will look after cutting it short...

Haizzzz....women always cant make up their mind...

Nothing going to affect my mood....

Recently heard some rumour about my friend saying some bad things about me with another male friend ... was quite piss off initially, but after i cool down, maybe is the way i have handle things that cos such nasty remarks... Just feel sorry for my male friend, as he is the innocent party...

Well, those people who had passed out such comments either they are childish or they do not have EQ... Anyway, whats goes ard will come ard...

Revenge is not the best solution...

Must reflect on myself... How can i improve on it??? Is ok if they will to approach me for help...

Team Gathering

Was having dinner at Waraku few hours ago, with my 2 other colleagues, Jackson & Emma, tho is a small group but really enjoyed myself ... not sure abt them....


Hope that we can go out more often, so that we will have a chance to get to know each other more... cos usu after the person resign, chances of meeting up again is low, just like SSL team...


The food is just so so, but they have took my 3rd credit cards before they manage to get charge it to my card, telling me that my card got prob... so troublesome, now got to call to check to ensure that they never over charge me... But this is not going to spoil my mood...


Cheers to C106 team, we hit more than $90K in Nov 08. YeAh!!! YEah!!! tho we are not the top but at least we break our own records... Jia You!!!

Finally!!! Graduate... (ending or begining???)

Woah, after 2 yrs & 9 mths of hard work, i have finally graduated with 2nd upper... During this 2yrs+, i have miss out a lot of things...

Happy, other than Happy is still HAPPY!!! But kind of lost...

Suddenly feel that i have grow old without realising it & pple ard me have been busy with their life. Turn back & take a look, other than study what else have i achieve... Now need to do a lot of catching, if not i will be left alone...