Work, Career or ...

Lost? confuse? upset? Mix feeling?

This week started with a scolding from my boss, 20+mins of scolding.... Well, do you think we care? hahahaha... we just 'bo song'...

Me already very busy with my work, now got to take care of my staff work, don even have the time to do my own backlog... Any1 of them notice anot??? I'm doing what they did not fulfill in the 1st place and not something that i was task to do... pls help me to push the temp staff to work lah since i manage to get 4 for them... Feeling lost, cos i help them, they dont appreciate, if i don help them, they will complaint that i'm not helping them.

They complaint they are tired after 1 week of working late... I am also very tired.... I have been working late daily & working many saturday for months...

Am i really that lousy as a senior? My team boycott me for lunch... what have i done wrong? Confuse....

The whole team give me attitude... If they choose not to work with me, they can always ask for transfer... they din realise that nobody is indispensible including me... If their attitude toward their work dont change nobody can help them...

Have the kind of urge to resign, cos my team is not cooperative & my boss scold me like a dog... almost cry out yesterday when he scolded me infront of my staff... He ask for report via SMS and i send him an email with the full detail but he din check his email, is it my fault...

Work is just not on my side... feeling lousy...

My life is just work & nothing else... so sad... & my work is not doing well which means i have nothing else to rely on, if my career is off... I feel very lousy...

What have i done right from the beginning till now, other den completed my degree...

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Feeling very low today...

Did not start my day rite, with all the scolding from my boss... Controllable or uncontrollable... Start to double my own ability, am i suitable for the job???

Failure is the part & puzzle of life... is through failure we learn & grow (the TV is showing now)

Feeling better now...

"Feelingless"

today they announce our promotion...
Ok, looking at my title you will know that i miss it again...
Was told few yrs that back that if i do good i still need to have my degree... Got my degree & was performing well last year, but due to what happen last 2 months i was remove from the promotion??? if that is the case, it is not fair as last 2 months is not the appraisal period...
the best part is my boss tells everyone that i will be promoted... NOW what... got to answer all the curious people...
F**K lah, if cant confirm don go round & tell people, even outsider also knows about it... like i cant work, so management don want to promote me like tat...

Finally

After 1 year & 4 months i decided to rebond my hair, was having perm hair for the past 1 yr, kind of miss it after i rebond my hair, should have take a pix of my perm hair before i rebond...

After rebonding, realise that my hair is very long, wanted to cut it short initially, but doubtful of how it will look after cutting it short...

Haizzzz....women always cant make up their mind...

Nothing going to affect my mood....

Recently heard some rumour about my friend saying some bad things about me with another male friend ... was quite piss off initially, but after i cool down, maybe is the way i have handle things that cos such nasty remarks... Just feel sorry for my male friend, as he is the innocent party...

Well, those people who had passed out such comments either they are childish or they do not have EQ... Anyway, whats goes ard will come ard...

Revenge is not the best solution...

Must reflect on myself... How can i improve on it??? Is ok if they will to approach me for help...

Team Gathering

Was having dinner at Waraku few hours ago, with my 2 other colleagues, Jackson & Emma, tho is a small group but really enjoyed myself ... not sure abt them....


Hope that we can go out more often, so that we will have a chance to get to know each other more... cos usu after the person resign, chances of meeting up again is low, just like SSL team...


The food is just so so, but they have took my 3rd credit cards before they manage to get charge it to my card, telling me that my card got prob... so troublesome, now got to call to check to ensure that they never over charge me... But this is not going to spoil my mood...


Cheers to C106 team, we hit more than $90K in Nov 08. YeAh!!! YEah!!! tho we are not the top but at least we break our own records... Jia You!!!

Finally!!! Graduate... (ending or begining???)

Woah, after 2 yrs & 9 mths of hard work, i have finally graduated with 2nd upper... During this 2yrs+, i have miss out a lot of things...

Happy, other than Happy is still HAPPY!!! But kind of lost...

Suddenly feel that i have grow old without realising it & pple ard me have been busy with their life. Turn back & take a look, other than study what else have i achieve... Now need to do a lot of catching, if not i will be left alone...

Can i manage??? Yes or No, is up to ME!!!

Feeling very low morale recently....

Can i really cope with my work??? i have ask myself many times recently... I am feeling so tired, is becos i don know how to reject top level give me work, or... i just dont know how to cope with my work...

Parting is part of our life

Colleagues resigning is norm in my office but not for dept till February our Auntie resigned and begining of April, A decided to go for further studies and today Uncle R also decided to leave in 2 weeks time....

I have been training lots of staff since i joined this dept last August, (almost 10 full & part time staff) feeling tired, cos they wont stay for more den 6 mths.... is it the work or the environment?

Parting is part of our life

Well, have been working for so many years, should be quite used to