Something is not rite with me but i cant tell what!!! Frustrate.... It all started since yesterday morning, knowin that i'm shortage of time for my studies, cant help just spent hours and hours of my time watching DCD, & the stupid DVD keep on jam.... I know i'm running away from something...
Why cant my bros arrange a gathering on their own when i told them that i will be free after 3rd of Dec??? Must keep on calling me, or have i always be the 1 doing the arrangement, why cant they just leave me out with my life...
Finally decide to have a early rest so that i will be fully charge today.... For God Sakes, what the hell is my mom trying to to do in the middle of the nite adjusting my curtain, & makes lot of noise to wake me up.... Already have such a bad day & cant even have a good rest... now what!!!! cant sleep & having very bad margraine & WORST cant study.... Why cant she just leave me alone with my room, everything she come back from my bro place, she will give me problems, either on the TV even tho she knows that i'm trying to study for my paper, or walk into my room putting some clothes or adjusting my curtain when i'm asleep, this is not the 1st time she is doing all this things... told her so many time not to enter my room while i'm asleep... why cant she just let me rest peacefully...
Feeling very stress up, having very bad stiff shoulder.... feel like crying but i cant, feel like i might explode... wanted to talk to someone but who is available at the middle of the nite.... Can some1 save me from all this... why do i have to go thru all this....
What happen to me??? Something seems to be eating me up slowly... I know it, but WHAT!!!! Am sure is definite not due to stress on study.... can some1 help me...
1 comment:
Chabo, dun think too much.. at least your parents are living with you. I haven't even see my mum for 1 mth. Anyway try to have at least 1 day off for yourself to rest and relax, leave your home and your studies for a day. So you can forget your stress. Be it shopping, meeting frens, go have a manicure, etc. Juz give yourself a rest day every week. Even god has a rest day on the 7th day. The more you want to resume your studies, the more stressed you will feel. So take a break. Take care ya.
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