Thursday, December 9, 2010

Life is fragile

When to hospital yesterday to visit my staff... i almost cry out ...
Suddenly i feel very hot & not able to breathe properly & start to feel giddy & everything is spinning... feel like vomitting & hot...
I din know my heart is so weak...
Is it bcos i'm not well or see his skinny body that makes me scare...

Have the feeling of stop breathing for the 2nd time this week....


Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Work, Work & Work

my life is nothing except for work...
my staff have been complaining for the past few months...
do they know i have my frustration as well... & i cant complain to any1...
do they know that i have been covering lots of her work...
do they know that ACM is also human & my workload is overflowing & still need to help them to finish their work... & management is asking me why am i not doing what i'm suppose to do...
do they know that they are the only group of executives that come into office ard 9am & leave the office on the dot... what more they wan to complain...
Feel like leaving everything behind & just go...
can i last for another 10 weeks??? abit doubtful....
going to breakdown any min....

looking back, i have surviving with the same group of executives for the past 2.5 yrs....
either they are good or i'm good at enduring/ignoring them... LOL